Change blog's address

starting in the year 2010, i'll be changing my blog address from teddygoh.blogspot.com to henrygohz.blogspot.com

sorry for all the inconvenience =D

Here Without You

jz hate this feeling, yesterday night i dreamt bout her =_= it seems that i haven't really split her off from my mind....

Trouble is a friend

Congratulation to Julian & Aivee

Went to Singapore to attend zuzu and aivee's wedding in intercontinental hotel, Bugis. Yea, feels good =D

Daughtry - No Surprise

've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever, just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say

Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no,
As no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
(stayed till today)
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Lost My Pendrive =_=

Last week, i found a new 3G iphone at the library, somebody left it at the computer table..i was so so so so GOOD that i actually took it to lost and found department =.=

Guess what, today i lost my pendrive, it's a black old fainted rusted scratched pendrive, somebody actually took my pendrive and not passing to the lost and found department...thank god i printed my assignment in the morning =.='

I told this to the 'kakak' (staff) at the library, she told me that next time when i get a chance to pick up another brand new phone, keep it for myself, don't ever try be a good boi, and this is what the student repays me when i was trying to be a good boi in the university =(

Lucie Silvas - What You're Made Of

Just like I predicted, We're at the point of no return
We can go backwards, and no corners have been turned.
I can't control it, if I sink or if I swim
'cause I chose the water that I'm in.

[BRIDGE]
And it makes no difference who is right or wrong
I deserve much more than this
'Cause there's only one thing I want

[CHORUS]
If it's not what you're made of
You're not what I'm looking for
You where willing but unable to give me anymore
There's no way, You're changing, cause somethings will just never be mine,
You're not love this time ... but it's allright.

I hear you talking, but your words don't mean a thing.
I doubt you ever put your heart into anything.
It's not much to ask for, to get back what I put in,
But I chose the waters that I'm in.

[BRIDGE]
And it makes no difference who is right or wrong
I deserve much more than this
'Cause there's only one thing I want

[CHORUS]
If it's not what you're made of
You're not what I'm looking for
You where willing but unable to give me anymore
There's no way, You're changing, cause somethings will just never be mine
You're not love this time ... but it's allright.

What's your definition of the one
What you really want him to become?
No matter what I sacrifice it's still never enough

Just like I predicted
I will sink before I swim
'cause these are the waters that I'm in

[CHORUS]
If it's not what you're made of
You're not what I'm looking for
You where willing but unable to give me anymore
There's no way, You're changing, cause somethings will just never be mine
You're not love this time
You're not love this time
You're not love this time ...

powerful voice, meaningful lyrics, any reason not to listen?

Busy

Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans

G.I Joe

It was one of my favourite cartoon during my childhood around 4-5 years old LOL..i still remember their song, GI Joe GI Joe !!! There's no main character in G.I Joe, G.I Joe was a team from US Armed Forces. Every character has their own talent and ability, with high-technology equipments, weapons supported from government, they always get involved to accomplish tough mission...

The character i love the most in G.I Joe definitely would be Snake-eyes and Storm master (you guys should have noticed that's 2 ninjas inside the movie, one is in white ninja suit and another in black ninja suit =D

Everybody would wonder, why most of the team are wearing the 'suit' in the movie, as far as i know, the delta suits are meant to accelerate people to the point of beyond human potential, which make them to run faster, jump higher and goodness knows what else beyond the human condition.

Yea, i'm seriously looking forward for this movie !!!

The Call - Regina Spektor

Song by regina Spektor, song from chronicles of Narnia, Prince Caspian =)

Obsessed

Watched Obsessed yesterday, starring by Beyoncé and Ali Larter. As always, Ali Larter is hot !! And as always, seeing her taking up antagonist side =(

Seriously it wasn't expected to be that great compare to the trailer. The trailer that i watched seriously got me, but when i watch the movie, it didn't pull me in =( First of all, there were so much down time (bored and long story telling scenes) till the next interesting scenes. it wasn't able to keep me interested to finish up the movie...

PS: i learned that woman could be very crazy, don't simply make any promises if you couldn't do it...

Ava's Class DADA Beyonce's "halo"

like their steps so much >.< hopefully in the future i can dance like them...

In Memory of Teoh Beng Hock

Leading to the death of political aide Teoh Beng Hock, 30, remain a mystery in the absence of a CCTV system at the high security area of the Malaysian Anti-Corruption Commission's (MACC) Selangor headquarters in Shah Alam.

While police have said the injuries suffered by Teoh were consistent with that caused by a fall, questions have been raised on what had transpired between the time he was last seen sleeping on a sofa at the 14th floor of the MACC building at 6am, slightly more than two hours after he was released from questioning, and when his body was spotted lying in a pool of blood on the fifth floor, around 1.30pm.

Much has already been said about the death of the late Mr. Teoh Beng Hock, political aide to Selangor State Government Exco member YB Ean Yong, and I understand the great anger and sadness being expressed by the public to this effect. I do not know whether what I will share here will be of any use to anyone, but I would like to express my experience of the matter as a colleague of Teoh’s in the State Government (as an aide of the Menteri Besar) in the same Selangor administration. I was not close to Teoh, but being colleagues in the same building we were of course acquainted and I would see him at State events and press conferences.

Words cannot express the deep shock that many of the aides went through when news of Teoh’s death came through. It is no different for me. The fact there this young man, aged 30, was merely assisting in an investigation of the Malaysian Anti-Corruption Commission (MACC) as a witness and not a suspect, fell to his death at the same building the MACC is located reeked suspicious from the very start. Any one of us as aides could have been equally tantamount to the treatment received by Teoh of the MACC – although the facts of this have not been determined – and this has been a traumatic time for all of us.

Deeper than the trauma stirs a great, great anger that is ready to implode. The anger stems from the knowledge that Teoh’s death is a result of MACC’s treatment towards him during interrogations. Teoh was believed to have fallen to his death from the 14^th floor of Plaza Masalam, where the MACC’s office was located. The official post-mortem report states that the cause of death was multiple injuries from a high fall. Whatever the reason for this fall – suicide or otherwise – it must be stated clearly that the MACC must be held responsible.

The MACC’s responsibility is to ensure that any case of corruption is investigated and the culprit revealed. The manner in which they acted here was most unbecoming of a Commission that is supposed to be the bastion of justice, transparency and governance. Instead, their actions shamefully display the very reversal of a commitment towards truth.

First, the case began with the mere speculation on someone’s blog that there were State Exco members involved in misallocation of funds. YB Ean Yong was one of the seven assemblymen being investigated, and the accusation in his particular case was that he had paid RM2400 for 1500 Malaysian flags used in Merdeka Day celebrations in 2008, without actually receiving them for the suppliers. The measly amount of RM2400 surely cannot justify the way in which Teoh was treated, interrogated from 6pm till 3.45am of the following day. Surely corruption cases involving millions of Ringgit are more worth the time and effort of the MACC, and not petty cases as this.

As such, even by the largest stretch of the imagination, that if this case was indeed one of corruption, it is absolutely clear that the MACC was overzealous and making a mountain out of a molehill – which in turn causes minds to question its political neutrality. If instructions were given to play up this case – and that of other assemblymen – then the independence of the MACC has all but disappeared. This incident is the final nail in its coffin, from the public’s point of view. It will be impossible for it to reclaim public trust and confidence from hereon.

Second, the manner of interrogations is also suspicious. Boon Hwa, a councillor from the Kajang town municipality, was questioned in the same case and shared at a press conference that the interrogations involved standing at attention for four hours in a row, without food or drink. Threats were made to beat him up, and mention of his family was made, should he not give the answers they wanted. He was jeered at, with humiliating calls of “Cina Bodoh!” shouted at his face – “Stupid Chinese”, an utter racist remark and itself the most shameful display of an institution of the MACC. This is a far cry from the 1Malaysia concept that the Prime Minister Najib Razak has attempted to introduce.

Although this is speculation, many wonder if Teoh was subject to similar treatment. Psychological and mental abuse that may have taken place is not the role of the MACC. It was said that Teoh was inexperienced in this regard, and being for the first time interrogated in an anti-corruption case, could have been shaken and traumatised. Although his lawyer and boss told him exactly what to do and what to say, his frailty may have caused his interrogators to draw greater strength from their imaginary power and muscle.

Third, it is unclear as to whether the MACC did indeed act according to the laws that govern them. I am not a lawyer and this should be clarified with detailed analysis. Whatever the jurisdiction of the MACC, any witness or suspect in a case should be allowed to have an accompanying lawyer. The length of time allowed for interrogation should not extend to the wee hours of the morning. The numbers of officers should be clearly specified, along with recordings of any statements made during the course of the interrogation done – both in audio and video format. If the MACC was acting outside of its legal powers, action must be taken immediately. Again, this is subject to legal analysis.

Fourth, the MACC was responsible for Teoh as he was being interviewed in their premises. Their current claim is that once interrogations ended at 3.45am, Teoh was allowed to return home but instead he requested to rest in their office. Except for someone who saw him at 6am, nobody else apparently saw him until his body was found at 1.30pm subsequently. MACC’s stand is that because he was released, they were no longer responsible for where he went and what he did.

The story seems strange because Teoh had his car parked at the basement of the building. Would it not make sense for him to have left as soon as possible? Even if he did want to rest at the office, his handphone would have been returned to him (since “interrogations were already over”), and some contact would have been established with his friends and family members, surely. However, no communication was made as far as has been reported to date.

The MACC would surely have monitored Teoh’s comings and goings. As a key witness that would warrant such thorough investigations through the night, surely his presence was important. Surely some record would have been noted, of his having officially left the building’s premises. Whatever the case, the response that nobody knew where he was – is weak and irresponsible.

Teoh was a quiet character who must have been thoroughly enthused about working in a new state administration. I cannot speak on his behalf, but the reason I have chosen to work in this Pakatan State government is because I want to contribute to a cause I believe in. To better socioeconomic policies in the view of fairness for the sake of the rakyat. I am sure Teoh was no different. Spurred on by the results of the March 8^th General Elections, hope for a budding democracy had begun. Although the actual management and administration of the State has not been easy, nor without error, the struggle to create a better society is real.

As a young person, I resonate with his desire to contribute so willingly to this cause. His death cannot be in vain. Although it may spark fears amongst the young – and their parents – as to the grave political dangers of this working environment, I believe with a greater urgency and fervour that this is the right thing to do.

It can no longer be mere speculation that we as Malaysians are living in a system of darkness, corrupt and unfair practices. The treatment of a youthful, innocent man could be the same treatment given to any commoner on the street should he be hauled up by the MACC. What justice is available to an ordinary rakyat? No, the need to raise up a new generation of people to transform Malaysia to a nation of hope, justice, peace and good governance is even more necessary.

Along with many others, I call for a Royal Commission of Inquiry into the death of the late Teoh Beng Hock. The inquiry must be independent, transparent and conducted by individuals of the highest integrity. This has been a rare first political death of its kind, and should changes not be made immediately to the rotten system of Malaysia, the question looms dark in our minds: Who will fall prey as the next victim?

Source taken: Egalitaria

Playboy -.-

A speechless playboy magazine cover made by Samantha Tan -.- dunno i shud praise u or scold u...man shouldn't be appeared on a 'playboy' magazine...anyway..thanks for ur hardwork...

Happy birthday to Charmaine, 2009

ahem...made this clip when i was working =.=" enjoy =_= and happy birthday to Tan Ke Xiou =)

Dixie Chicks - Not Ready To Make Nice

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I know you said
Can’t you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it

I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’
It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they’d write me a letter
Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

What it is you think I should

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

This was the first song played in my playlist in the morning while i was reading the newspaper. No matter how many times i listen to this song, i'll never get bored of it...i guess that is the power of music

News of the Day

News 1
The government just announced that the teaching in Mathematics and Science in English (which has been practiced since the year 2003) will be reverted back to Bahasa Malaysia starting from the year 2012. In order to boost the education of English, implementation with 100% of time allocated to English class in schools (which i feel it's not necessary =.=).

News 2
Sand raiding has been undergoing at the TNB land in Rawang region. People might never take it as serious matter, however do you know that those sand worth millions ringgit? And i bet those sand thieves are 'goyang-ing' kaki now ~.~

News 3
Marina Bay Sands, which is the Singapore's Casino project, is going to get delayed until next year due to shortage of labour and materials.

News 4
The climbing of Uluru, which known as Ayers Rock in Australia, may be banned in the future for cultural and safety reasons.

Copyright fines from karaoke set

For those who owns karaoke set customized with at least 20k karaoke songs at home (whole set bought with around RM2,000 to RM3,000>, you gotta beware of any spotcheck from government enforcement team.

A woman was fined up to RM40million for owning a karaoke set, preloaded with 20,000 pirate songs which found in her electrical appliances shop at Penang. It was said that the karaoke set which initially was not loaded with any song and it was imported from China with cost less than RM500. Referred to Copyright Act, she should have paid RM3 for the copyright of each song and RM60,000 for 20,000 songs in total.

It seems that our government has started to aware of digital piracy.

3.5m used to buy 24m worth mansion?

Former Selangor Menteri Besar, Datuk Seri Dr Mohd Khir Toyo said he took a 3.5m loan from international bank to buy a sprawling Balinese-style mansion at Shah Alam with approximately 0.5 hectare (splitted into 2 sections). The property and furnishings are expected to be worth RM24m.

Monthly salary for an Menteri Besar is around RM48,000 with the condition MB cannot be involved in any business. It just does not add up, i jz did some calculation, by multiplying 12 months and 8 years (that he serves as MB), without taking any account other expenditures, he would have earned around RM4.6m. Logically, how the F*** that he got the another 20m to buy the house?

I'd come for you - Nickelback

Just One more moment, that's all that's needed.
Like wounded soldiers in need of healing.
Time to be honest, this time I'm bleeding
Please don't dwell on it, cause I didn't mean it

I cant believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground
But it doesn't matter cause I've made it up forgive me now
Everyday I spend away my souls inside out
Gotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow.

By now you'd know that I'd come for you
No one but you, yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you

I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing
My mind was closing, now I'm believing
I finally know what just what it means to let someone in
To see the side of me that no one does or ever will
So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone
I'd search forever just to bring you home,
Here and now this I vow

By now you'd know that I'd come for you
No one but you, yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you
You know I'd always come for you

Yes I'd come for you, no one but you,
Yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to

And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you

No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you
I'd crawl across this world for you
Do anything you want me to
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you
You know I'll always come for you

i love the chorus..Yes I'd come for you, no one but you, Yes I'd come for you, But only if you told me to..And I'd fight for you, I'd lie, it's true, Give my life for you, You know I'd always come for you

Up

yaya...this is one of the must watch animation of the year..

The story is about an old man, by tying thousands of balloon to his home, he sets out to fulfill his lifelong dream to see the wilds of South America. Right after lifting off, however, he learns he isn't alone on his journey, since Russell, a wilderness explorer 70 years his junior, has inadvertently become a stowaway on the trip.

It is possibly the best pixar film been made...
Pixar has always been a quality animation film maker...with Amazing visual effects, amazing sound effect, hilarious comedy. breathtaking action...All those combined make something special...and i believe UP definitely has it.

I can't wait until it comes out so that I can see it in 3d cinema =)

Work work work

After exam, i seem to become more and more busy....
initially i was taking up 2 parttime job...recently i have finally decided to take over my dad's job....

my dad owns an insurance company, which partnershipped with ING and it's mainly focuses on factory/ manufacturing/corporate type of insurance...heard from my uncles and dad's friend, if nobody is going to taking up his company in the future, he's going to sell it off..i guess i got to take it (my bro definitely has no interest on this =.=)..since the business of insurance is through the accumulation of contracts and networkings, and my dad already has the basis and networking from his 30 years of hardwork, somemore it's not easily to obtain the insurance license from ING HQ, i guess we shouldn't give up on this...finally i promised him i'll be taking over this business when he retires...afterall, everything's bout money...and i seriously don't wan to work for ppl for the rest of my life...i think from here i can slowly diversify my own business, at the same time managing the insurances work...

Because of this, i'm taking up 2 business units for my last semester in University >.<>.< i'm considering to drop off my ITS work in university, since got so many works to cope =(

ohya....recently i got to know from our biotech field client from travel agency =D she's working in Biotech Coorperation, he found out that i'm current studying biotech in Monash, she indirectly hinted me that Biotech Corp in our country currently need more private University degree holder instead of local U student ~.~ and she's actually asking me to give it a try to apply to work in biotech corp after graduated. Part of the recent is due to low standard of english among the local U degree holders. As what she told me Biotech Corp is a semi-private company which is an very important bridge for Malaysia biotech and oversea, employees have high chance meeting overseas investors, researchers or any potential businessman. Moreover, the company always sends employee to oversea for further training / attending any major conference in other country. I believe it's a very good stepping stone for whoever interested to further their career in biotech field, by working there you can expand your research, your knowledge at the same time looking for potential investor to help you in commercializing your product...

Automatic gear for Driving tests

Referred to the Deputy Transport Minister of Malaysia, the driving test by replacing the manual gear with automatic gear is expected to be implemented at the year end. Other country such as Japan, Britain or even Singapore, automatic gear has been practised since 10 years ago.

From my past experience, the driving test in our country is extremely loose, paid some kopi money for 'on the road' test, you can easily obtain a driving license, not like other country, some people repeated few times of the driving test just to obtain their precious driving license.

i wonder, will the implementation of automatic gear increases the rate of accident in our country?

RIP Michael Jackson 1958-2009

Quite shock when i heard bout his news while i'm driving to work in the morning...He suffered from cardiac arrested, passed away after few hours of coma state...Yea, he's the legend, no matter how bad he is in his private life, he's still the the legendary popstar...i just couldn't accept someone who made his legacy in world history passed away... just like that =( Rest in Peace...

Guide of Online Survey‏

Disclaimer :This article by no means make you a Millionaire nor need not to work to earn your living expenses. The sole purpose I'm writing this article is to help out the students that enrolled in college but had a hard time paying their school fees, or you can use the tips I'm about to reveal below to contribute a little to your family's annual income.

Without Further Ado, Let's Get Started.


I believe most of us heard a lot of Online Jobs / Earning Money Online methods before. The most popular system exist nowadays is no doubt the various AdSense provided by wide variety of company. ( Google , Yahoo , Nuffnang , AdBrite , ... ) Placing them on your website / blog / forum will definitely earn you some extra cash overtime.

BUT! What if you are a poor writer? What if your website / blog / forum couldn't attract any visitors? There is no way your AdSense gonna generate revenue for you since none clicked on your Ads. Let's say if there are 100 persons online daily, but with the increasing AdBlock addons provided by Internet Browsers, you ain't going to earn anything! Nuff said.

So, what are the other choices available for earning money online? Well that's the main purpose of this mail, the Online Surveys. (OK this started to sound like scam or whatever you call it, but meh.. whatever)


Q: What is an Online Survey ( A.K.A. Online Questionnaires )
A: With the increasing use of the Internet, Online Questionnaires have become a popular way of collecting information. The design of an online questionnaire often has an affect how the quality of data gathered. There are many factors in designing an online questionnaire guidelines, available question formats, administration, quality and ethic issues should be reviewed.
Online questionnaires should be seen as a sub-set of a wider-range of online research methods. ( Source: Wikipedia.org )

Q: What is "Scam"?
A: A confidence trick or confidence game (also known as a bunko, con, flim flam, gaffle, grift, hustle, scam, scheme, or swindle) is an attempt to defraud a person or group by gaining their confidence. ( Source: Wikipedia.org )

Q: How can filling up Online Surveys a source of income?
A: I'm going to explain everything below, so stay tuned!

Let's Get Into Our Business.

Before that, let me remind you that:
This article by no means make you a Millionaire nor need not to work to earn your living expenses.

First of all, let me introduce you to the sites that provide Paid Survey.


1. Planet Pulse
2. MySurvey ( Malaysian Only )
3. Survey Head ( Malaysian Only )
4. Global Test Market
5. Survey Savvy

There's a lot more, but beware of scam sites!

P.S: I've added my Referral ID into the link for Planet Pulse, I will get additional points if you registered under me. But I understand some people don't like this ( I, myself is one of them ). To remove the Referral ID, right click and copy link location, paste on the address bar and remove the RID section.

What can you do after registered:

Wait
Wait
Wait

Q: Why?
A: Because you can't do anything except WAIT them to send you the survey to fill.

What will you get upon completing a survey:
1. Points that can be changed into Cash ( Varies from site to site )
2. Coupons ( Food / Shopping )
3. iPod / Notebook etc ( Monthly / Yearly Event )

Q: How much can I get for completing a survey?
A: From $1 ~ $50. Depending on the complexity and difficulty of the survey.

What do you need to retrieve your Cash:
1. A PayPal account ( Survey sites will use Paypal to do all the transaction )
2. A Visa Credit Card that is Sign-Verified ( In order to withdraw your Cash from PayPal )


Tips & Trick & Be Cautious of SCAMS

Be sure to fill in all your Basic Profile, Professional Profile and Other Profile. ( Higher chance to get picked for a certain survey )

DO NOT tick everything you see. Just tick those you specialize in or you're interested in.

Invite your friends to join, the more friends you invited, the more bonuses you can get every time they complete a survey. The invite system is something similar to MLM ( Multi-level Marketing )
Cash your points as often as you can, who knows if the site suddenly shut down! But don't withdraw from PayPal as it will charge you $5 for each transaction. So wait until certain amount before withdrawing.

Caution:

There's a lot of scam sites saying that you could earn USD 30,000 or large sum of money in a month. Let me assure you that There's No Such Thing.

Sites that asked for membership fee is SCAM.

Allow me to mention this one last time:
"This article by no means make you a..." I believe you know what I'm going to say? If you don't, scroll back up to see what I typed.

Lastly, if you wish to forward this mail, go on. You don't need my permission nor give me credits. You can edit the mail in any form you like, do spell check / grammar check / replace the RID to yours ( I prefer you don't change it though! ).

Should you meet any question, send me a mail / MSN / Skype / SMS / Phone Call. I'll try my best to help you out.

Guide by Seraph a.k.a. Nelson Tai

Planet Pulse

Get paid for your opinions! Click on the banner above to join Planet Pulse. Its totally free to sign up, and you can earn UNLIMITED. Find out more by visiting PLANET PULSE.

This website just got introduced by local press. Planet Pulse is a community of survey respondents who dedicate valuable time in sharing their views by answering online surveys and being rewarded for it.

'Pulses' is the e-currency of Planet Pulse. You will be rewarded with Pulses for every completed survey. 100 Pulses = USD1.00. Planet Pulse rewards up to 5000 Pulses per completed survey.

Moreover, they have multi-level system =D Just refer your friends to join Planet Pulse and you'll get rewarded for every survey completed by them!

yaya...u guys join now!!! let me be your referral =D

2 weeks...

with beloved sis, chel chel =D

Ahem...i believe the past 2 weeks had been a transition point in my life, i made up my mind to focus only on my study and job, dump all my love and feelings aside (it doesn't mean that i don't love her anymore, both of us just need some time to prepare ourselves for the next stage in our life, i guess it's a good idea to split off) she told me that i've been losing self-confident and carefree, i'm looking back for them now...i told myself to give up on her temporarily and go for my dream, by the time when i succeed i would go back for her and once again make her mine...confidently tell myself that she's gonna fall in love with me again in the future...

yea....i've been taking up 2 part time jobs in present in order to fund myself for year-end business... One of the job is the student helper in University and another one is the First Coach servicing counter at IBM plaza...at the same time i'm preparing myself for the final exam. Yea, it is a tough task for me in order to balance up all my job + my study + resting time all at the same time, and i'm learning to do that









Yea, these few weeks i've been sticking to my beloved coussie too much LOL, always look for her whenever i have free time LOL, i thank her for accompany me when i'm down and sad >.< oh ya, she even introduced her coursemates to me and allowed me to join them for ktv, yea i remembered the first time joining them for ktv, i thought i banged into a wrong room, 7-8 girls in the room all saying hi to me @@! Now they even have their fixed ktv session on every wednesday which is 'ngam ngam' after my shift XD Love ya shanna, it's great to have such a close cousin in my life =)



I need to apologize to Shi Jia, one of my important buddy for not be able to accompany you when you're in KL =( Although i'd only joined the dinner with her and friends on the first night, i never really had a conversation with her =( i'd been trying to make up some time for her, unfortunately piles of work had stopped me from doing that =( hopefully i could spend some time for her next KL trip...

Lastlty i hope everything goes smooth...either for myself or everyone =)

Happy birthday to Karena, 2009

Happy birthday to Karena Go...





friends and fellowship...


the highway behind solaris..

've been busy for almost 2 weeks, preparation for final exam as well as taking up 2 part-time jobs...jz realise it's not easy to cope everything, anyway how...i'm training myself to plan well for everything..from work to study, from study to enjoyment, hopefully everything goes well..to make sure i'm not wasting any single drop of time and live myself to the fullest.oh ya...Celebrated Karena's birthday at Ole Ole Bali, Solaris last week..then went to Biz Cafe at 2nd floor of Soho KL for yumchar....yea i did have a great night with bunch of friends =)

知足 - Know to Satisfy

怎么去拥有
一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱
一夏天的风
天上的星星
笑地上的人
总是不能懂
不能觉的足够
如果我爱上
你的笑容
要怎么收藏
要怎么拥有
如果你快乐
不是为我
会不会放手
其实才是拥有
当一阵风吹来
风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷
而祝福而感动
终于你身影
消失在
人海尽头
才发现
笑着哭最痛
那天你和我
那个山丘
那样唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆
那么足够
足够我天天都品尝着寂寞
~~~~~~~~~
当一阵风吹来
风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷
而祝福而感动
终于你身影
消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛
当一阵风吹来
风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷
而祝福而感动
终于你身影
消失在人海尽头
才发现
笑着哭最痛
如果我爱上
你的笑容
要怎么收藏
要怎么拥有
如果你快乐
不是为我
会不会放手
其实才是拥有
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛..
知足的快乐叫我忍受寂寞

The song is from Mayday 五月天, named 知足
human is always a greedy creature, never get enough of what they're having (人,就是贪心,永远不能觉的足够) >.< There's a line in the lyrics actually mesmerized me, 会不会放手 其实才是拥有, learning to let go is the true meaning of owning.

Live-Action Naruto Cast

Universal Studios has revealed the live-action cast for their adaptation of fish-cake ninja anime Naruto, pictured above.

The actors have been selected for a stage-play to feature at the Universal Studios Japan theme park.

The play will begin in late summer and run until the end of August and will feature animated video sequences as well.


Of course, this does not necessarily mean that Universal has any plans for a live-action movie adaptation, though we can but wonder; Hollywood and others certainly do have their eyes set on other adaptations…

Mary Roach: 10 things you didn't know about orgasm

quite a scientific study bout orgasm...ahem...few things i learnt from this vids XD
orgasm could be achieved from brushing teeth XD
braindead ppl could achieve orgasm too =D
orgasm could increase fertility =D
eii...what else?!!

Strong

Only strong personalities can endure history, the weak ones are extinguished by it, so...just be strong =)

Piano - 范逸臣

i think this song represents my current feeling >.< sad but not too sad...insist to live better life >.<

Happy birthday to Stephanie, 2009

Jelly Cake !!

it's been 3 years, and finally i managed to meet her during her birthday celebration at Wing's Cafe, Times square. Happy Birthday to Stephanie =D yaya..meeting you brings back alot of nice memories during Form 6 =D





LV bag made from jelly


Chel and Steff..cutting the cakes =D


Steff and Karena =)


me and Steff =D



I'm the only guy =D


Tiffany =D the late comer..


Karena, my one day Gf LOL =D


want my flower?

Please Don't Leave Me

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Da da da, da da

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da, da da

I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Da da da, da da

Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Oh please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry
Da da da, da da

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Please, please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)

Baby please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no

You say I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back
It's gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Baby, please, please don't leave me

An Option

instead of letting someone become a priority in your life, make them an option in your life =)

Relief

It was such a relief. I lived in fear of getting heartache. Now it's given me a whole new mission in life.

林智贤

the unknown artist `.`

the recent henry >.< passport photo =D

actually i really dunno this guy, just now one of my net friend suddenly sent me an image of him, telling me that we are very look alike =.='
oh ya...referred from what he told me, he's a taiwanese artist..seriously i really cannot see what makes us look alike =_=

Life & love

It hurts to love someone and not to be loved in return. Maybe god wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, passion and the romance in a relationship and find out you still care for that person. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word and than walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we have got untill we lost it, but it's also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never assurance that they will love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart, but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. There are things you would love to hear that you would never hear from the person whom you would like to hear them from, but don't be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from his heart.

Never say goodbye if you still want to try- never give up if you still feel you can go on- never say you don't love a person anymore if you can't let go. Love comes to those who still hope although they have been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, to those you still need to love although they've been hurt before and to those you have the courage and faith to build trust again. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. The brightest furture will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, to teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, long lost friend, lover, coworker, neighbor or even a complete stranger) but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happend to you that you may seem horrible, painful and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower or heart.

Everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or means of luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and cheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfort, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life and the success and downfall you experience help to create who you become. Even the bad experience can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or break your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Live your life with absolutely no regrets & always believe in yourself!

First Experience In Gunung Nuang

Just been to Gunung Nuang at Hutan Lipur, Selangor. It is the tallest mountain in Selangor, with 1498m height. It has 2 camp sites in Gunung Nuang, the first camp site, Lolo Camp was located at 600m of the trekking route, and Pacat camp is located at 1000m of the trekking route. It takes 3 hours to reach to the first camp, another 2 and a half hour to reach to the 2nd camp, and another 1 and a half hour to reach to the peak. It takes almost 12 hours to finish the whole course (if you choose to reach to the peak). It is a definitely a mixture of mental and physical challenge for trekkers. However, we didn't manage to reach to the peak, we stopped at approximately 700-750m of the trekking route =( Cousin injured his ankle, it was a wise choice for us not to continue as it would repeatingly injure his ankle as we heading down from the mountain. We swore to the mountain that we will come again to challenge the peak for next month after the recovery of the ankle =D

Tallest Mountain in Selangor !!!


Rocks and Roots





mini durian? With 5cm diameter...


Bambooos and Bambiiii !!!


The never-ending pathway...


Chocolate !!! Energy Bar !!








Frogga !!


Odonata !!


Another Odonata !!


Little budderfly !!

Shabu Shabu Buffet, Bandar Puteri

yaya...another shabu-shabu dinner at Bandar Puteri, Puchong =D this time was special, we have Bebe to join for our dinner =D oh ya..the shabu shabu restaurant have moved to a new lot, with more spacious and more floors (4 floors now) compared to last time >.< this might be the last meal to have with bebe...hope to see her soon during zuzu and aivee's wedding >.<'

Aivee, Bebe and Fei


=_='


Curly little girl from next table =D


This 2 fellows are getting married in August =_= ohhh...it reminds me of the first time i see both of them met together XD


Zuzu: I WAN TO EAT MORE !!! Aivee: NOOOO !!! YOU GOTTA KEEP FIT FOR UR TUXEDO!!!


yea..bebe was enjoying the food =D Yam is her favourite !!


O_O!!